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September 13th, 2008

11:47 am - Secret Fears
But the most powerful secrets that live on Manhunt aren’t the ones we keep from the outside world. The most powerful secrets on Manhunt are the ones we keep from ourselves. Practically every gay man has his own version of this secret, which we learned to keep while growing up in the closet: the secret fear that, if we were truly known, we would never be loved.

Has Manhunt Destroyed Gay Culture?

Well, you're crazy and you're wrong. I don't have this secret, I don't have this fear.

Thanks, Nex, for posting this article.
Current Location: Apartment
Current Music: Bubbly - Colbie Caillat

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11:31 am - iTunes Visualizer Won't Run Properly
The new visualizer looks great, as though inspired by the opening of the LHC. However, it doesn't run as smoothly as it should on my system. It might be a hardware issue so here's the specs:

  • AMD Turion 64 X2 TL-50 processor running at 1.6 GHz.
  • 120 GB hard drive running at 5400RPM (6.6 gigs used as a restore partition.)
  • 2048MB DDR2 SDRAM
  • NVIDIA GeForce Go 6150 graphics chipset, up to 288MB shared video RAM.
  • Windows Vista Home Premium

It seems impossible that Pow!Book can't handle rendering 3D while decoding audio, surfing, chatting, and loading Outlook 2007. I'm clueless.
Current Location: Apartment
Current Music: You And I Both - Jason Mraz

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September 11th, 2008

06:41 am - Linux On Top
Finally decided to install Ubuntu Hardy Heron using virtualbox within my Vista installation. Pow!Book's gonna take this like a man. Nyahahaha.

I don't want to be committed to either so I guess I'll have to toggle, although Vista's gonna be for work what with Office 2007 inside. Sigh. If only OpenOffice looked nicer.

Still: Go OpenSource!!!


Although MAC OS X is a great OS, I like to tinker, see what's under the hood, and break as many things as possible.
Current Location: Apartment
Current Music: Laundromat - Nivea ft. R. Kelly

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September 8th, 2008

04:52 am - Flirting Kundera
Disclaimer: This is me talking about myself. I like talking about myself (and to myself, and sometimes out loud too).

I was asked (or so I thought the question was directed to me) last night by someone something like this:

What you're doing right now...is that flirting? Or just being there............?

Just because I shared my email signature with someone, taken from The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera which goes,

What is flirtation? One might say that it is behavior leading another to believe that sexual intimacy is possible, while preventing that possibility from becoming a certainty. In other words, flirting is a promise of sexual intercourse without a guarantee.

Well, I believe that flirting has to be intentional, requires motive and opportunity. Like a crime. Seriously, I may appear to flirt at times, but that's just me being playful. I mean nothing serious by it. I don't take sex lightly. Eew. That came out rough, I mean wrong. Wrong, dammit!

Current Location: Apartment
Current Mood: flirtyflirty
Current Music: Firefly - Bonnie Bailey

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September 7th, 2008

07:02 pm - .:the waking up is the hardest part::. especially when you think Sunday is Monday
After going crazy over the Love of Siam and hating the last bit of the film when Tong said, "I can't be with you as your boyfriend. But that doesn't mean I don't love you" (which, I have to say just sucks when you expect them to finally be together in the end as lovers. Hell, everything has been built up to make you expect a happy ending, not a compromise.), I finally slept at around eleven am. I had to wake up at five in the afternoon because my mobile was ringing and it was the boss calling. Iris was asking me about proposals and I felt I was late for the Monday project update meeting. Wondering why Jay's bed hasn't been slept on, perhaps he went to the office from Mickey's place. Got up, opened PowBook, checked emails. Read the latest emails on proposals. Figured out I wasn't assigned to do anything. Logged on to Skype, YM and asked Kirby why people in the office aren't online. Was told they either went out or went to church. Waited for the punchline. None came. Felt something was horribly wrong. Hovered the mouse over the system tray and it said, you stupid ass, it's Sunday, September 7, 2008!

"Fuck a duck."
Current Location: Apartment
Current Music: Dreaming With A Broken Heart - John Mayer

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01:32 am - Weakness In Me
Hi Jay,

Here are the songs. From what I understand, this basically talks about being unfaithful. Joan's first, then Melissa's.

Current Location: apartment, with PowBook
Current Music: Weakness In Me

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September 2nd, 2008

05:25 am - Tuyang Ermitanya
Miss ko na gid ya ang Tuyang Ermitanya.

Nadumduman ko pa, sing gamay pa lang ako, nagapamati kami kada hapon sang akong tita sa radyo. Magkadlaw lang kami nga magkadlaw. Syempre di man ako maka-intiende sang iban nga mga joke kay green man sila kag wala pa ko kahibalo sang mga sex sex nga na pero kadlaw man gihapon. [Fifi's edit: kag wala pa ko kahibalo sang mga itot itot nga ina.]

Nag-email ako sa Bombo Radyo para tagaan nila ako sing recordings sang Tuyang. Way man sila nagreply. Ambot. Kadtuan ko sila one of these days. Hmpft.
Current Location: Apartment
Current Music: Somewhere Over the Rainbow - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole

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03:38 am - The Keys Are Back
See: Full Circle

Current Location: Apartment
Current Music: Lucky - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat

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August 21st, 2008

03:12 am - Bang Bang (My Baby Shot Me Down)
Bang Bang (My Baby Shot Me Down) - Frank Sinatra

SMS: Was working as a deepcover agent to bring down a gang. Said gang composed of the neighborhood boys dealing arms and drugs. Operatives raided hideout. I was arrested too. Was freed. Probably was lovers with ej because I was returning his shirt high up an acacia tree. Went down and the gang was there. Raining. It was night. Nino shot me in the right eye. Didn't die. Waiting for another shot. Left eye. Labored breathing. Didn't feel pain. Drenched in blood and rain. Was waiting for Death. As in the Discworld character. Woke up.

SMS: ...This dream bothers me. I really thought it was real. I could feel life draining away. My mind was being ripped from the physical. Life didn't flash. Last thought was wishing there was an afterlife. That it wouldn't end just like that. Wishing hard there's a god out there. Didn't even think of heaven or hell. Pretty scary. Woke up with tummy aching.
Current Location: In Between Dreams
Current Mood: jealousjealous
Current Music: Bang Bang (My Baby Shot Me Down) - Frank Sinatra

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August 14th, 2008

06:30 am - Your Heart's Stone Cold And You Can't Feel Nothing
I'm getting frustrated. I've been searching the net for a freely downloadable copy of at least the song if not the album Stone Cold by The Deuce Project for hey_jay. I think I'd have to buy. Tsk, tsk. Cheapskate. So I have to look for sites that sell digital content without restrictions. I like sharing songs, you know. And my files are all over the place. I don't want to think about licenses and whatnot. When it gets donwloaded, I expect it to be just like any other file. Bits are bits.

Stone Cold - The Deuce Project

Current Location: Apartment
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: If I Needed Someone

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